Ra's Transformational Energies

[AnthroHeart]

I was under the impression you were attempting to contact Ra to become an anthro. Seems i am mistaken.

That's exactly what it was, but I was a fool. It may have been real bad if it had happened.

I just wanted to document my attempt.

I have seen Ra before, and they helped me untangle some complex energy patterns I had created by mistake that were causing my mind to expand out of control.

But Ra could see the future, and they might have seen my relief now. I don't know if they would have done that otherwise.
Maybe I just lost interest.

But it was granted in another form, as a fursuit. A way that I can change back and forth at will, without excruciating pain.

I hope in my next life if I can remember this one that I am born as one. But if I don't remember than it will be like being human.