04-05-2017, 06:50 PM
Well, what can i say?
I guess i can only offer my honest feelings.
I would wish that you understand my intention.
Its not that i want to be right and i dont want to prove you wrong!
Honestly, there is a love in me for you, especially for Minyatur since i ve known him for some time now.
I am actually trying to be helpful, but i tealize i am not, and i have the impression there is just no way of getting through :/
To explain where i am coming from and why i speak of this so "passionately":
I am not too young anymore. until i was in my early thirties, i was a very rational person and on a highly inttelectual path of seeking.
I took me many years to realize that i wont lead me very far and even more years to finf the fear that "forced" me on that road. But eventually i could leave it behind and enter a more heart centered path.
Not only from my experience but also from many i ve watched over the years, i really believe the intellectual road is a path that most seekers sooner or later outgrow.
It has its place and there is no judgement involved, just the observation that it doesnt lead very deep.
Thats at least my experience and i am trying to help here.
But i guess, its just not pissible the way i tried so far.
And i must say, i just give it up now :/
@reedfish
sorry to confront you with this on your eightth post, but ive been having this discussion for months now in variations
Sorry, if i sound frustrated, but i really am...
I guess i can only offer my honest feelings.
I would wish that you understand my intention.
Its not that i want to be right and i dont want to prove you wrong!
Honestly, there is a love in me for you, especially for Minyatur since i ve known him for some time now.
I am actually trying to be helpful, but i tealize i am not, and i have the impression there is just no way of getting through :/
To explain where i am coming from and why i speak of this so "passionately":
I am not too young anymore. until i was in my early thirties, i was a very rational person and on a highly inttelectual path of seeking.
I took me many years to realize that i wont lead me very far and even more years to finf the fear that "forced" me on that road. But eventually i could leave it behind and enter a more heart centered path.
Not only from my experience but also from many i ve watched over the years, i really believe the intellectual road is a path that most seekers sooner or later outgrow.
It has its place and there is no judgement involved, just the observation that it doesnt lead very deep.
Thats at least my experience and i am trying to help here.
But i guess, its just not pissible the way i tried so far.
And i must say, i just give it up now :/
@reedfish
sorry to confront you with this on your eightth post, but ive been having this discussion for months now in variations
Sorry, if i sound frustrated, but i really am...