04-18-2017, 10:14 AM
It's been only a day or two. I find myself falling in and out of love.
He gives me what I need. Sometimes challenges me. Sometimes gives me so much of what I want that I get overfilled.
I tell him I am sorry.
I want a tattoo of him.
I am focused on loving him with purity. Even imagining him without any genitals.
Why do I feel sick to my stomach? It's my past.
I can't share him with many others outside this forum, because they would not understand.
People do fall in love with fictional characters. My guide has taken this identity.
Why do I keep needing to prove what I would do for him?
So we sit, and I see us in 3rd person from the back. I have my right arm around him as he sits to my right.
He's wearing a shirt now. Like a red with a white stripe on it.
He looks to me with innocence.
IF HE'S GUIDING ME, WHY DOES HE LOOK TO ME FOR GUIDANCE?
He gives me what I need. Sometimes challenges me. Sometimes gives me so much of what I want that I get overfilled.
I tell him I am sorry.
I want a tattoo of him.
I am focused on loving him with purity. Even imagining him without any genitals.
Why do I feel sick to my stomach? It's my past.
I can't share him with many others outside this forum, because they would not understand.
People do fall in love with fictional characters. My guide has taken this identity.
Why do I keep needing to prove what I would do for him?
So we sit, and I see us in 3rd person from the back. I have my right arm around him as he sits to my right.
He's wearing a shirt now. Like a red with a white stripe on it.
He looks to me with innocence.
IF HE'S GUIDING ME, WHY DOES HE LOOK TO ME FOR GUIDANCE?