Anthropomorphic Shamanism

[AnthroHeart]

I don't know why I keep thinking of the afterlife so much. Or even if it's healthy to do so.

But when I first get there I'd like to know the truth.

If anthros don't exist there, I don't want to be fooled into believing that they do.

I don't want to be greeted by an anthro angel if it turns out I end up somewhere else.
I would hate the irony. To get my hopes up and then dash them to pieces.

Like what happens at 3:13 in this video:



While I like the storyboard and the character, it's really depressing.
I almost think that I'd take his place if I could, but I don't know if that's just thinking wrongly.
I hate to see them suffer.

I don't like human suffering either. I do care about humans I am realizing.
But I never feel love like I do for "fictional" characters.

Only my dog do I love.

I keep watching atheist videos that make fun of God and make me laugh.

Is this wrong?



Believing in higher density may be wishful thinking. There's no scientific evidence for them.

You'll notice I'm going back and forth in my belief while I try to discover the truth.