11-12-2010, 10:06 PM
Wow... they are hitting you where it hurts, huh? As I read your experiences, I notice that there could be several lessons in all of this for you and your family. There's no way that another can know the lessons that you're attempting to learn at any given time, but I know you wouldn't be going through something this tough if it weren't time for some drastic change in your life!
I used to experience some strange things too when I lived in a mining town up in the mountains as a kid. In our old apartment I would see things like shadows shaped like hooded figures marching in a line across the end of the hallway, or even-darker-than-the-surrounding-darkness clouds that would slither this way and that along the walls and ceiling, tossing their hatred and anger at me as I tried to sleep at 8 and 9 years old. I remember that I would call with all my strength for my angel friends to come and surround the bed, standing in their tall, white robes and holding lights to create a wall that was absolutely impenetrable to anyone wishing to do me harm. I don't know how I knew I had angel friends or that calling on them would protect me from the fear, but they would come every single time I called them. And I knew that they were telling me I had a light inside myself just like theirs that I could use to protect against the darkness. But I never did totally grasp that or learn to use my own light before we moved away from that place.
I would send you a couple of small reminders.
These beings or things or ghosts or spirits or whatever you want to call them absolutely cannot do you or anyone else any physical harm at all. It's not possible because they're not physical. Sure they can overload a lightbulb's circuit and make it blow up, oooh scary. But on the physical level, you're not in danger. I believe that "negative greeting" as Ra terms it, or "psychic attack" as it's called by us, is always a possibility. But I believe only stronger, stand-alone negative entities do that, and these "ghosts" that you're talking about here are probably tethered to the negative energy well that is the house.
Ask yourself what their goal here is. Like all dark entities, they're trying to get you to give permission, consciously or subconsciously, to enter into an agreement of destruction, chaos, and fear with them. Without your express permission, they can't do diddly squat except continue to relentlessly give you gifts of catalyst to balance. Don't you think also that a goal of them would be to get you to move away so they could terrorize someone who's not aware of the light, like you are? Also, that would probably result in a net loss for you financially, and thus cause you and your family more yummy distress and discord for them to feast on in time/space. They could also be trying particularly hard to frighten you for that reason.
Ask yourself why you're dealing with them at this point in your life. Ra says "you are all things", so not only are you calling these entities into your life situation with a part of your being, but you ARE also these beings! It's hard to read the subtleties of why we experience what we do when we do, but I believe it IS all part of a master plan laid out by our higher selves to challenge our incarnational selves in just the right ways at the right times. If I were you, I would think about using this time to get in touch with my higher self. There is no place in your life so dark that you can't receive guidance from your higher self. And that guidance will ALWAYS point you in the right direction.
I would also remind you of the simple fact that darkness doesn't come and take light away. Darkness can't snuff out light. If there is a light, it simply illuminates all darkness by it's very existence. Turn on one small light in a pitch dark room and every single conceivable nook and cranny of the room is filled with a certain amount of light. If you ever find yourself in a dark situation, just rest with the I AM presence inside you, connect the small, scared you with the spark of God that you are, and let the love flow. If you're in touch with the God-presence inside of you, they will realize you're not giving them permission to abridge your free will. Even other physical people know when you're in touch with unconditional love!
For whatever reason, one day I was deep in thought and wondered what if it was me, just little human me, in front of the biggest, baddest, scariest demonic horribleness in the entire universe, what would I do? The answer was that I would simply let all things go, and rest in that moment in ABSOLUTE and 100% unconditional faith that I AM. I was visualizing also, and in the visualization, little me floating out in space in front of Mr. Flaming Deathbeast just exploded into a supernova of pure light. And the scariest thing in the universe wasn't scary anymore. It was a part of me, part of the radiant light that I AM, containing all colors, all experiences, all beings.
That left me pretty breathless... But then I went back to stocking the shelves with toothbrushes and toothpaste. :p Good luck to you, kristy! I know that you can work together with your family to turn that house into a home. But it'll start with you, I think, because you're aware of the light.
I used to experience some strange things too when I lived in a mining town up in the mountains as a kid. In our old apartment I would see things like shadows shaped like hooded figures marching in a line across the end of the hallway, or even-darker-than-the-surrounding-darkness clouds that would slither this way and that along the walls and ceiling, tossing their hatred and anger at me as I tried to sleep at 8 and 9 years old. I remember that I would call with all my strength for my angel friends to come and surround the bed, standing in their tall, white robes and holding lights to create a wall that was absolutely impenetrable to anyone wishing to do me harm. I don't know how I knew I had angel friends or that calling on them would protect me from the fear, but they would come every single time I called them. And I knew that they were telling me I had a light inside myself just like theirs that I could use to protect against the darkness. But I never did totally grasp that or learn to use my own light before we moved away from that place.
I would send you a couple of small reminders.
These beings or things or ghosts or spirits or whatever you want to call them absolutely cannot do you or anyone else any physical harm at all. It's not possible because they're not physical. Sure they can overload a lightbulb's circuit and make it blow up, oooh scary. But on the physical level, you're not in danger. I believe that "negative greeting" as Ra terms it, or "psychic attack" as it's called by us, is always a possibility. But I believe only stronger, stand-alone negative entities do that, and these "ghosts" that you're talking about here are probably tethered to the negative energy well that is the house.Ask yourself what their goal here is. Like all dark entities, they're trying to get you to give permission, consciously or subconsciously, to enter into an agreement of destruction, chaos, and fear with them. Without your express permission, they can't do diddly squat except continue to relentlessly give you gifts of catalyst to balance. Don't you think also that a goal of them would be to get you to move away so they could terrorize someone who's not aware of the light, like you are? Also, that would probably result in a net loss for you financially, and thus cause you and your family more yummy distress and discord for them to feast on in time/space. They could also be trying particularly hard to frighten you for that reason.
Ask yourself why you're dealing with them at this point in your life. Ra says "you are all things", so not only are you calling these entities into your life situation with a part of your being, but you ARE also these beings! It's hard to read the subtleties of why we experience what we do when we do, but I believe it IS all part of a master plan laid out by our higher selves to challenge our incarnational selves in just the right ways at the right times. If I were you, I would think about using this time to get in touch with my higher self. There is no place in your life so dark that you can't receive guidance from your higher self. And that guidance will ALWAYS point you in the right direction.
I would also remind you of the simple fact that darkness doesn't come and take light away. Darkness can't snuff out light. If there is a light, it simply illuminates all darkness by it's very existence. Turn on one small light in a pitch dark room and every single conceivable nook and cranny of the room is filled with a certain amount of light. If you ever find yourself in a dark situation, just rest with the I AM presence inside you, connect the small, scared you with the spark of God that you are, and let the love flow. If you're in touch with the God-presence inside of you, they will realize you're not giving them permission to abridge your free will. Even other physical people know when you're in touch with unconditional love!
For whatever reason, one day I was deep in thought and wondered what if it was me, just little human me, in front of the biggest, baddest, scariest demonic horribleness in the entire universe, what would I do? The answer was that I would simply let all things go, and rest in that moment in ABSOLUTE and 100% unconditional faith that I AM. I was visualizing also, and in the visualization, little me floating out in space in front of Mr. Flaming Deathbeast just exploded into a supernova of pure light. And the scariest thing in the universe wasn't scary anymore. It was a part of me, part of the radiant light that I AM, containing all colors, all experiences, all beings.
That left me pretty breathless... But then I went back to stocking the shelves with toothbrushes and toothpaste. :p Good luck to you, kristy! I know that you can work together with your family to turn that house into a home. But it'll start with you, I think, because you're aware of the light.