What energies are you experiencing?

[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

Am I the only one here who feels a deep dissatisfaction with...  Ah, whatever, one side of the coin.  Things do seem to be getting brighter in an emotional sense.  But loneliness can be quite a dampener on my sunshine lol.

What energies am I feeling?  Depends on what you define as energy.
Emotional energy, anxiety, uncertainty, dissatisfaction, disappointment, sadness, annoyance, anger.
Mental energy, creative, sexy, beautiful, fulfilled, alive, exuberant, warm and fuzzzyyy
Bodily energy, like crud, tired, sick, a bit aroused at the thought of putting up a sexy fibonnaci sequence poster in my room, cause numbers are sexy and intellgient numbers are especially sexy.

Metaphysically, bunch of synchronicities, noticing a lot of things coming to the surface, a lot lot of things, so reality is pushing up all the darkness into the light.  I like to imagine, hope, pray, that one day soon we'll all just wake up as souls and be harvested in broad daylight at some random point in the day.  Because otherwise I feel like I'm living with a bunch of domesticated zombies, and a couple of monsters.

Spiritually, I feel like things are going to be okay, but deep down I feel...Sad, that it's all turned out to be these ways. Perhaps I was too hopeful for humanity.  Perhaps I shouldn't love everyone so much, so I won't feel so disappointed at their apathy.  That apathy, rubbing me numb, it's a soul killer.

On the friendship frequencies, I'm rather annoyed at basically all of my friends, though it's really just me being annoyed at myself for not hanging out with them lately since my sleep schedule's been destroyed abnormally bad lately.

And I'm feeling in love, so I guess I'm experiencing the usual stupidly complex array of energies I typically do.  Maybe one day I'll give my energetic system a smart sounding name to describe it's...  Insanity, hah, hah.

Hahn...