05-21-2017, 05:07 PM
I was eventually on anti anxiety stuff for a while, im not sue it did anything to be honest, even with that it still was touch and go. Other people it does help.
You know those motivational gifs people love to mock? Most of them are true.
"it always seems impossible until its done" Nelson Mandela
Look at your third statement in your last post. The first two you are acknowledging your worth, considering owning your power/self belief then the third statement is all doubt and darkness and hopelessness. Stop giving those thoughts words. Doubt is poison. It might be part of your ego(fear) but try not to reinforce them by practicing them.
Your debt, you will be surprised how quick you can pay that off if you put everything you can on it. Its a big number no doubt but dont allow a mistake in your past to steal your future. You will need credit to start a hooka bar or even get an apartment so you have to face that mess. We all make messes, we all get chances to clean them up. I'd find a free first visit lawyer and see if its viable to renegotiate those loans. Generally they will reduce the total to get something back vs nothing. please consider this option. You are way to young to have this issue become permanent.
20 years from now things can look very different.
You know those motivational gifs people love to mock? Most of them are true.
"it always seems impossible until its done" Nelson Mandela
Look at your third statement in your last post. The first two you are acknowledging your worth, considering owning your power/self belief then the third statement is all doubt and darkness and hopelessness. Stop giving those thoughts words. Doubt is poison. It might be part of your ego(fear) but try not to reinforce them by practicing them.
Your debt, you will be surprised how quick you can pay that off if you put everything you can on it. Its a big number no doubt but dont allow a mistake in your past to steal your future. You will need credit to start a hooka bar or even get an apartment so you have to face that mess. We all make messes, we all get chances to clean them up. I'd find a free first visit lawyer and see if its viable to renegotiate those loans. Generally they will reduce the total to get something back vs nothing. please consider this option. You are way to young to have this issue become permanent.
20 years from now things can look very different.
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