05-22-2017, 12:07 AM
(05-21-2017, 10:27 PM)Coordinate_Apotheosis Wrote: Hey GS, its been my experience that when we desire to leave, its not usually for the reasons we first think of.
Why does this bother you so deeply?
We can talk about this...I hope you're still with us
I'm still here. Unlikely I won't end it. Not yet. I make no promises. Who knows how I planned my death.
I'm not even depressed. Just mad at myself for even considering that Trump had our best interest at heart. Just another fktard working for the "enemy". Business as usual. Forgive me for trying to think positive about having a President who actually gave a shyt and wanted to help.
You know what the highlight of my day was? I fed nuts to a squirrel outside. It brought me loads of joy actually.
To be honest, the only thing that is keeping me here are my cats Simon, Freya, and Samhain, as pathetic as that sounds.
I appreciate the concerns.