Don't trust Trump/I'm leaving this planet

[Aion]

Hey GS, its been my experience that when we desire to leave, its not usually for the reasons we first think of.

Why does this bother you so deeply?

We can talk about this...I hope you're still with us

I'm still here. Unlikely I won't end it. Not yet. I make no promises. Who knows how I planned my death.

I'm not even depressed. Just mad at myself for even considering that Trump had our best interest at heart. Just another fktard working for the "enemy". Business as usual. Forgive me for trying to think positive about having a President who actually gave a shyt and wanted to help.

You know what the highlight of my day was? I fed nuts to a squirrel outside. It brought me loads of joy actually.

To be honest, the only thing that is keeping me here are my cats Simon, Freya, and Samhain, as pathetic as that sounds.

I appreciate the concerns.

Squirrels are rad. Cats are rad. We have four cats, Tabitha, Samantha, Aramis and Salem. They are pretty much the highlight of every day. You appreciate life for life, there is nothing pathetic about that at all. I understand your frustration for sure, but all hope isn't lost yet. Nuclear winter is no guarantee, we still have choices to make. Sometimes I like to think I'm a butterfly and if I move in the right way, no matter how small, if I follow that path of least resistance and guidance, maybe I will kick up just enough dust to start a storm across the world. Never underestimate the power of one and less so the call of one to many.