Help...

[smc]

you smoke weed?

that's a big money and energy drain right there possum...

excellent to take a break from it

to me - you have the problem of being gifted intellectually and verbally but the disadvantage of abusive childhood behavioural conditioning, resultant anger and low self esteem

you're in your 'head' so much that you're all analysis and emotion processing and 'overview'

but you're postponing forward movement with continual analysing

- write down a list of actionable steps

do them

breath take a break

do more of them

repeat

otherwise you're like an elephant that was trained to obey with a leg chain tied to a tree and when the chain is taken off - it keeps staying around the tree - unmoving - thinking the chain is still attached... I was like that - it's conditioning done by dis-empowering parents...

you can analyse your life until the cows come home.... or you can stop analysing and start doing.... momentum will build with each action you take

- you are gifted with a whole life to explore

take flight



ps: if you've been waiting for a sign



THIS IS IT