05-25-2017, 02:50 AM
(This post was last modified: 05-25-2017, 04:00 AM by smc.
Edit Reason: monkeys
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I didn't think what you posted (art wise) was porn - though there are some major objectifications of the female form there...
also - I'm not 'telling you off' I'm saying it how I see 'it'... things in moderation is my point
- smoking weed regularly and masturbating up to 7 times a day is a severe addiction, taking time, physical and psychic energy, and focus from all the of things you need to do to get away from an abusive environment
wallowing in metaphysical analysis and saying you're "not ready" (you'll never be "ready" - btw) is useless...
and, re your son - really - you don't have the luxury of taking your time to get your s*** together.. .
he's GROWING UP WITHOUT YOU.... become a father he can want to know
get it together for him if not for you!
when you reach out here, you involve our hearts and minds with caring about you and we give our time freely and make effort to think about how to help you....
you (and ES) declared a sort of 'state of emergency' regarding your home life and now you're rambling on about being supposedly told off about porn and posting more (cute/clever) animation art... like - get it together... have some respect for yourself and for us helping (trying to)...
it feels like you're absorbing peoples energy when we make efforts to reply just to keep you in your holding pattern - arguing for your limitations - and now you become all defensive and self involved
instead of TAKING ACTION TO LIBERATE YOURSELF
also - I'm not 'telling you off' I'm saying it how I see 'it'... things in moderation is my point
- smoking weed regularly and masturbating up to 7 times a day is a severe addiction, taking time, physical and psychic energy, and focus from all the of things you need to do to get away from an abusive environment
wallowing in metaphysical analysis and saying you're "not ready" (you'll never be "ready" - btw) is useless...
and, re your son - really - you don't have the luxury of taking your time to get your s*** together.. .
he's GROWING UP WITHOUT YOU.... become a father he can want to know
get it together for him if not for you!
when you reach out here, you involve our hearts and minds with caring about you and we give our time freely and make effort to think about how to help you....
you (and ES) declared a sort of 'state of emergency' regarding your home life and now you're rambling on about being supposedly told off about porn and posting more (cute/clever) animation art... like - get it together... have some respect for yourself and for us helping (trying to)...
it feels like you're absorbing peoples energy when we make efforts to reply just to keep you in your holding pattern - arguing for your limitations - and now you become all defensive and self involved
instead of TAKING ACTION TO LIBERATE YOURSELF