06-24-2017, 10:55 PM
(This post was last modified: 06-24-2017, 11:04 PM by DungBeetle.)
"Lives of spirit guides" = to give you obvious signs, (synchronicity) which you have no idea why or what for, further screwing with you and confusing you. 
I have no idea where to go from here.. Life sucks and getting worse it seems. Then when I go to sleep, when I dream, it's dreams that are disturbing. Haven't had a good one in years. afraid to leave the house or interact with people because it seems 90% are a-holes. Too much fear of everything. Wish my "guide" would do something obvious and beneficial, but I do not see that happening and never really have I don't think.
Used to drink hardcore, 5th a day, stopped for 2 years now, nothing has changed. Life is crap still if not worse. etc etc etc. Wish this "game" would end, naturally of course. I wont end it but dang, whats the delay. This World can't seem to get any worse.
I have no idea where to go from here.. Life sucks and getting worse it seems. Then when I go to sleep, when I dream, it's dreams that are disturbing. Haven't had a good one in years. afraid to leave the house or interact with people because it seems 90% are a-holes. Too much fear of everything. Wish my "guide" would do something obvious and beneficial, but I do not see that happening and never really have I don't think.Used to drink hardcore, 5th a day, stopped for 2 years now, nothing has changed. Life is crap still if not worse. etc etc etc. Wish this "game" would end, naturally of course. I wont end it but dang, whats the delay. This World can't seem to get any worse.