Uncomfortable Just Existing

[sjel]

Yeah. I've been watching Highway to Heaven on Netflix, and it's been making me cry and asking me own guardian angel to help make me pure. I've got a headache and threw up earlier. When I realize compared to an angel I've been pretty rotten.

Alright, maybe there's somethin in the air, cause I too have a major energy headache. It feels sort of good though, like the energy channels are opening up in my brain. This experience seems to be geared towards forcing me to be thankful. If I stop being conscious, even for ten seconds, the misery creeps back in. My only option is to sustain awareness.