07-17-2017, 10:36 PM
(07-17-2017, 09:35 PM)auntiemable Wrote: I had a long session with my pendulum to determine the polarity of the person in my previous post along with the other information about my father's karma, etc. This session was an attempt to help me to understand her better, and, perhaps, forgive her. This woman is very extreme and even without the pendulum someone could make a pretty accurate guess. Staying away from her, in my case, is the only way I can handle the situation. I may have to deal with that catalyst at another time in another incarnation, only time will tell. The hurt and pain she has caused me is still haunting me and although I have tried many, many ways to forgive her, I know in my heart, I have not. It is an ongoing process that I struggle with it. To stay involved in that situation would have made things worse for me mentally and emotionally, and I have heart problems as well, and just cannot handle the added stress. So, I let her win and backed out of the drama. In a sense, isn't that STO?
As I understand it, there are no mistakes. Therefore, I feel that I've dealt with the issue in the best way that I could. I will consider it a major triumph if I can eventually forgive her and put it behind me. Until then, I acknowledge that my "my levels of positive polarization" aren't very strong if I've had to separate myself from the catalyst and other self. But we're here to learn and if we were all perfect, we wouldn't be here.
This is why I wouldn't recommend dealing with a STS entity unless you are spiritually, physically, emotionally and mentally able to do so. If you know yourself and are confident in your abilities to handle such an encounter, then, by all means, have at it. If not, it might be wiser to step back.
What's this "pendulum" I keep seeing people talking about?