Alright. I'm 'awakening,' which in my case is EQUIVALENT to 'going insane.'

[AnthroHeart]

I have walked outdoors naked before, when I went insane. I did that because I thought I was becoming an anthro with fur and would not need my clothes. I took them off in pieces as I was walking down the road while I was visiting my dad on vacation. I even took off my glasses and threw them on the ground, thinking that my vision would become perfect, because I was magically in 4D already I thought.

It was a balance of being stellar and totally frightening. I even got scared in my room when I heard cars keep going by on the road outside thinking they would never stop. I saw the carpet in the room begin to become holographic, and sparkly. And I thought it was my job to bring the whole of humanity into 4D. But then I got scared because everyone would know my past.

I would probably do it all again if I were back in that time. Except the part about climbing the densities till I saw the previous Octave. That was terrifying.

My awakening was never blissful. It was terrifying, full of hallucinations and stuff. I even heard the Big Bang happening around me many times.

I learned to dislike God for some reasons, but now I am finding that love again. God after all is a mirror to Infinity. We are all mirrors.