07-18-2017, 10:57 PM
Interesting that you still felt a little nervous. Even as I do just thinking about doing it.
I think it IS symptoms of coming into 4D, just like you said!! Ra said the transition would be very rough. Especially rough on those who have already undergone it before, I should think.
Right now I am more physically sick than I have been in a year. Extreme, pounding headache. Fatigue. But somehow it is tolerable, because I have a notion that I kind of know what is going on.
Now I'm back into uncertainty, depression, "sanity" as our world likes to call it. But I'm not there all the way. It's like I keep taking a step into awareness, then a step out, then a step back in, like testing the waters of awakening.
Because in my original post I was slightly manic, my body balanced it out just now by falling very very sick and forcing me to lie down on the floor and meditate. I received reassurance from my guides though.
Hopefully this is not annoying to everybody. I'm doubtful again!! But it's okay because each time the doubt is less strong, I identify less and less with it each time. The key is to not identify as strongly with the confidence each time THAT comes back, too.
I think it IS symptoms of coming into 4D, just like you said!! Ra said the transition would be very rough. Especially rough on those who have already undergone it before, I should think.
Right now I am more physically sick than I have been in a year. Extreme, pounding headache. Fatigue. But somehow it is tolerable, because I have a notion that I kind of know what is going on.
Now I'm back into uncertainty, depression, "sanity" as our world likes to call it. But I'm not there all the way. It's like I keep taking a step into awareness, then a step out, then a step back in, like testing the waters of awakening.
Because in my original post I was slightly manic, my body balanced it out just now by falling very very sick and forcing me to lie down on the floor and meditate. I received reassurance from my guides though.
Hopefully this is not annoying to everybody. I'm doubtful again!! But it's okay because each time the doubt is less strong, I identify less and less with it each time. The key is to not identify as strongly with the confidence each time THAT comes back, too.