07-18-2017, 11:17 PM
When I was manic it felt like I was a kid again, and felt like heaven on Earth. I thought a few times that I had actually died and it was very peaceful.
Now I'm trying to determine who I should be working with: God, my guardian angel, Ra, or my spirit guide. I think that if I help myself with my own energy, that it is service to others. I don't do much in the outside world. It is mostly internal. I try to do positive work with mother earth. Maybe help some beings who are stuck in darkness with my light.
Now I'm trying to determine who I should be working with: God, my guardian angel, Ra, or my spirit guide. I think that if I help myself with my own energy, that it is service to others. I don't do much in the outside world. It is mostly internal. I try to do positive work with mother earth. Maybe help some beings who are stuck in darkness with my light.