My mental health is rapidly deteriorating

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I am devoid of anything. Primarily confused. I am saying random words to my brother and mother because I feel nothing. They are probably scared.

I feel hate occasionally, and love. No feelings though. some glimpses of what joy is to come, eventually.

See little glimpses of my smiling guides, my smiling friends. I'm definitely going insane.

Definitely approaching insanity. Yet my head is increadibly clear. I purposely leave the a in incredibly. This combination of clarity and confusion!

Help me? But I can only help myself?

If you can get over his creepy pauses, and just not look at the screen, but only listen, while looking away at something else, it will be easier to pay attention.

The synchronicity here is even in the first sentence of the video: They say we're living in interesting times is an understatement, but with ineresting experiences come even more intriuging opportunities.

It's not you going crazy, it's a gift, that you're learning to slowly incorporate. The more you try to push away it, ultimately it comes right back at you roaring since it is already a part of you waiting to be understood. You are an spark of infinity, by it's very nature, infinity, is everything.





Why am I showing this video? I'll explain, you are here for only a brief moment of time. The first reason is that I want to make sure that you leave the experience with a completely different mindset.

I hope you will find the strength to lift yourself out of your perceived difficulty, you may find that they have actually been blessings.


Instead of everything seeming like it's working against you, everything becomes that which serves you for you to embody the angel light being spark of light that you really were before you decided to incarnate here and forgot.