07-26-2017, 05:47 AM
(07-26-2017, 05:27 AM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: I unintentionally activated my upper chakras all the way to my 3rd eye before I was ready and it cause me to hallucinate and get schizophrenia. I'm on meds for it now. Now I just experience freaky and sometimes dark dreams. I am facing my shadow much earlier than I expected I would.
I had hallucinations too (angels, demons, souls), and really freaky dreams (being 'fed' word-for-word information to give to others).
Deep dark night of the soul, hellfire experience getting back to wherever I am now, and I don't even know where that is. Every single belief had to be removed and contemplated, every trauma re-investigated, every mystery of the world that I had ever brought into my reality had to be fine-tooth-combed to try and unscramble my brain and get back to some kind of 'normal' where I can navigate life again. I shouldn't of been driving or going to work or trying to communicate with anyone, my mind was fried.
What kind of hallucinations were you having? Like save-the-world stuff?
I literally had to stop myself from yelling into the microphone at my workplace to try and save everyone a few years ago. I don't know what stopped me. Some guiding hands from somewhere because I was really convinced that I had to save these people. So many dreams about it too. Then bringing demons in made my fear even worse when I was trying to understand it.. it was like (maybe evil really DOES exist and they are attacking lightworkers.. ) .. My mind went completely cross-eyed on the journey from there to wherever I am now.