If you activate your green-ray too early, how do you repair the damage?

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My dad's higher self orchestrated a violent motorcycle accident for himself a few days before that, and I spent Easter in the hospital with him. He had surgery that day. During his surgery, he astral-projected and caught all the places he missed while on vacation in Thailand a couple weeks before. He came out of anesthesia and told my brother and I about all the places he had gone, and described them like a poet or novelist would. I didn't think to record it. He doesn't remember a bit of it now. Totally kicking myself.  Easter was a beautiful day, peaceful, like the world was glowing somehow. At first I attributed that to a really potent energetic cleansing I had done of the hospital from home before going over that day. Later I saw the Schumann and realized it wasn't just me.

How cool that your dad got to experience some places in Thailand he missed, but d'oh! that he forgot about it.

It's frightful to think that sending healing energies to someone might actually alert something unwanted. I wish we knew for sure because egad!

Is it normal for a priest to be in the emergency wards over there? (It's kinda unheard of here - I spent 27 years of my life in and out of hospitals and I never saw any)

What was the priest saying to your dad, was he conscious?

I don't understand the significance of the amulet? (Maybe cos I don't know much about religion)

I performed the most intensive energetic or magical effort I've ever undertaken, burying that hospital under an avalanche of Holy Light, and setting up energetic protections to rebound his efforts back at him should he try to undo it or come at me again.

How do you do that?

Sorry for telling the whole story here, but it illustrates a point that I want to make as we work on figuring out this moment of spiritual transition. I've talked a lot about external causes for our challenges, the "thems" out there attacking "us." There's pushback against the polarizing us/them dichotomy out there, and I agree that this focus can be a distraction. You yourself wonder if you are really being attacked, or just attacking yourself. I should say, just so everyone doesn't think I'm part of the problem of pushing polarization, that I do tend to view this situation from the perspective of Unity. After all, to whatever extent "victory" is even a real thing, we really can only "defeat" "them" by sort of reaching past polarity to the truth of the Light, wherein the unifying power of the Original Thought is brought to bear in a way that simply dissolves distortions that are not purely Holy. (That's the power of the wide-open heart chakra, blasting out that intense creative Love in all directions of space and time. It's a weapon of mass destruction against Shadows.)

Yeah I also feel that I don't think we can be harmed, if we don't have weaknesses, that they are somehow .. a very balanced and important part of creation.. here to show us "where we need to work on", that they have a part in this too, that isn't sinister in the eyes of creation, but just feels it as a human - especially when someone is poking and intensifying your weaknesses and vulnerabilities which ultimately drives your inner-strength (or destroys you lol.. )

If the wide-open heart charka is a mass destruction, I don't know why everything went so bad for me. However, I did have to close it, and I still had "traumas" come up, so maybe I just wasn't ready and this was a massive lesson. Maybe you do get what you ask for - ready or not. Like, I was demanding/begging/yearning for answers, I wanted the truth of everything. I didn't think it would be harmful lol or dangerous, or anything. I thought that I would get answers, and in so many ways, I did, but it was too much for me.

Yeah the fullmoon or whatever is going on now is weird for me. Most of the time I'm really calm, fine, easy, but yeah various times over the past few days I've felt really dense .. actually I can't describe it very well when I'm feeling fine lol, but when I wasn't feeling fine.. that was crap and I couldn't "shift it" except for when I did meditations or after a nap/sleep.

My computer has been.. well I think it's on it's last days. Surprisingly today it's been fine (except for the rhs of screen), but yeah it's on it's way out and very frustrating when there's "no screen" - or when it just turns itself off when you are in the middle of a reply.