11-23-2010, 02:12 PM
(11-23-2010, 01:41 PM)ahktu Wrote: I am having a hard time expressing my feelings in words right now.
You are doing a better job than 99.9% of the population could. We love your posts.
As for the frustration that you feel, you can always enter the sanctuary of a quiet, still mind. Meditation leads to liberation and joy. Try stopping the "internal dialogue" as often, and for as long, as you are able.