I've been having terrible nightmares

[Ashim]

In my most recent dream I failed to save my sister from a guy who had taken her hostage and she died. I went to save her but he had an AK-47 and started shooting at me from afar.. then I took cover and looked for any kind of weapon I could find. then he shot her and escaped. after that buddhist monks were walking down the street. they were mourning her death. and I was emotionally messed up.. don't know why I bowed down to the monks.

and yeah that's another thing, I've been seeing myself as a follower of buddha in my dreams. even though I have no religion while awake.
for example I was being executed in a dream and they asked me to not be silent and uncaring. they said if I complain a bit and nag, they will let me go and I said to them : ''That's not the Buddha's way''

My loved ones keep getting slaughtered in my dreams. and I find myself in dire situations.. constantly fighting, escaping death, ...

So what's up with these dreams?

Misery loves company. Your subconscious fears are creating time/space vibrational rooms with negative entities that closely resemble your own unique "identity stamp". Try consciously entertaining the subjects of death and loss until the negative charge is worked off. 
I liken this phase of ascension to a "wall of fire". You may well discover the illusionary nature of these fears and become able to free yourself from their shackles.