How do you feel about death, your own, other peoples, in general?

[Glow]

I can't accept death at all.
I can't  imagine my loved one being placed inside a grave without going completely crazy.

I think I understand that. I personally only have an issue with the words "never again" when I think of losing someone.
Really those are only words though. I have had enough experiences with people after their death to know they are still in some form in existence. I cant exactly tell you what form that is but I know love is still there, and Ive had one play numerous jokes on me, I knew exactly who it was and still years later from time to time he pops up to be his silly self.

I saw the dead but not dead,.. the departed as a kid so I guess I have never believed in nonexistence, or gone.
I cant see them like I used to because I blocked them out as a teen when it seemed scary to me (thanks religious indoctrination)
and am still reworking to fully unblock them.

Anyways I'm sorry you carry this fear of loss. I hope you are blessed with an experience that shows you that there is no "gone" just not physical.

It may also help you to practice something I have always done. I always tell people what they mean to me. Especially after a fight, because that crap really just doesnt matter. If they died the next day youd want them to know love remained.

Sometimes you get questioned "are you dying" because it isnt normal to thank people for their presence in your life. I assume I left things unsaid in a past life and this life I wont make that same mistake... not that it would matter. Consciousness isn't limited by biology.

Anyways thanks for sharing your thoughts and perspective.