How do you feel about death, your own, other peoples, in general?

[anagogy]

How do you feel about death, your own, other peoples, in general?

Separation from those you love is never easy. Of course, they don't really die. They just transition to another world. And our relationship with those spirits certainly doesn't have to stop just because they are sans physical. But not having a physical relationship can be difficult.

I'm not afraid to die, and in fact, I would much prefer to be discarnate than incarnate. It is simply a much better world, but I don't want my family to mourn my death at all. I want to die very last so they don't have to experience that. And when I die, I want to pass from this world out in nature. I don't want to ever be found, so there is no funeral.

I actually mourn people as being dead far prior to their deaths, which is kind of hard to explain. It is a way of, for lack of better explanation, getting it out of the way before it happens. I was told in a semi out of body state when both of my parents would die because it was heavy on my mind (I have yet to find out the accuracy of this prophecy). At the time, knowing gave me some comfort. Again, I try to see life with everyone I love as already gone, so I can again, for lack of better words, "predigest" the catalyst. It is sort of a philosophy of: if you die before you die, you never have to die. It is a way of becoming deathless in a way.

The death card, the transformation of the body archetype, has been haunting my mind as of late. I've been experiencing some strange phenomena, related to kundalini, which relates to the death card. I may make a post about it at some point.