[split] Declassified CIA Document on Gateway Experience [the Cult posts]

[YinYang]

I see the basic wisdom here now in your posts.

I relent, there is an odd synchronicity to your words being said to me in the ways that you have.

As if the answer is simply to stop thinking so much about Creator and it's being and nature and such, and to just sit with Creator without trying to understand it.

Just Be.

Perhaps, it is that I fear this creator that makes me so greatly hesitant.  I think were I to meet myself as I have been at my worst, I would struggle to forgive...  I feel Creator would be the same.

It's weird how my faith in such a being hasn't wavered, I was writing philosophy papers in college in 2011 about a 'Creator' God that wasn't omnipotent but omniscient and in many ways possibly incomprehensible in its nature of being.  Two years later I find the Law of One.

'God' is heavily present in my life.  Perhaps that means something important.  It makes me anxious...  I am a vastly anxious person, which reflects your response to not worry.

Overall you've offered me now keys of wisdom to help me unlock my own issues to be more clearly known and healed now...

So for your efforts, I'd just like to say from my soul to yours, thank you, and I'm sorry for giving you such a hard time...  Know that I feel your consideration, and will try to follow your example in helping others, or simply said, I will pay this kindness and wisdom of yours forward.

Thanks for discussing these things with me

I also enjoyed our exchange, Coordinate_Apotheosis. Thank you also for your honesty and authenticity, that made it very intellectually stimulating. Enjoy your friendship with the One, and I know the rest will all come together. :-) It can't be any other way, because it's the only source of power and freedom. You are all things, including anger, frustration, desperation and anxiety, as am I, as are we all. I see unhappiness as an evolutionary mechanism. The One getting to know the One, all beginning and ending in mystery. Let the planetary game continue, and don't let it distract you.