Help with orange chakra seizures - longterm sacral restriction

[The Traveler]

I strongly recommend you check with a doctor to make sure this isn't something tangible in need of physician care rather than metaphysician care.

*slaps forehead*

Although this wont help you really, just thought I'd mention that I have a similar problem to you but with my Solar Plexus, been that way my whole life. There was a time when my Solar Plexus would actually feel very painful and all knotted up. Then in late 2015 Visitors came and healed the pain. It hasn't felt painful like it used to but I've still got a knot in there everyday. I think I'm supposed to sort it out now instead of the Visitors.

Thought I'd post and let you know you're not alone.

Yes, that's relieving - what do you do to 'sort it out'? And who are the Visitors?

Regarding what I'm supposed to do to sort it out, I'm not too sure. Right now I'm just trying to get by in life which has been rather difficult these past three years. When you've been depressed pretty much your whole life it kinda leaves you feeling very tired and makes it difficult to be hopeful. If the Visitors hadn't arrived late 2015 when they did, I think I would have committed suicide that year (and I've thought of suicide more times that I can count and still sometimes do however lately its a lot less).

You inquired about who the Visitors are well, initially it was one, a female non-corporeal Being that came to visit me every night for a whole week. She would stay by me and I would feel breezes of energy around me and on the last night before she left, it felt like she covered me in a blanket of energy and I never felt so safe and loved in my whole life. After that event you could say certain abilities became active for me and now I can sense when they are around and I can also sense energy in general but im still a beginner. If you want to learn more about my story you can follow the link below and navigate to my third post in that thread for a more detailed summary:

The Long Night by The Traveler

Other than that, just hang in there as best you can, its the most anyone can ask of you. I find that sometimes (ok actually often) I impose such I standards on myself and scrutinize why I did something or felt a certain way that I end up making myself sad. I preach to people to let go and not harbor negativity and here I am holding onto the metaphoric rope until my hands bleed.

So I think how I might be able to better sort myself out and heal my Solar Plexus is to be more present with me and who I am. Since 2015 I have changed a lot, I care less about what people think regarding me and I'm doing my best to do more things that bring me joy however I am a little stuck on what kind of job I want as I would like to be happy doing it and not just for the money you know?

So one of the lessons I feel I need to learn is that I shouldnt hide so much in myself, which reminds of a song called "Numb" by Linkin Park actually  

"I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you..."