Worry/Hope

[SkyGodWarrior]

lol I feel you Apotheosis on your last response haha. The responses kinda seem morbid but the intentions of hoping to serve are there.

I have come from a similar situation as you are stating so I can speak on behalf of experience in regards from what I gained from it all.

"Hi, I'm going to just sort of think out loud here as I'm tired a bit this is a result of a 'before bed contemplation'.
So in an effort to make sense of my anxiety I've been trying to map out emotionally what causes it."

I would like to first start off by commenting on this part. It is good that you went to sleep conscious of the emotions that you are feeling and started to ponder about it. Coming to a conclusion or not coming to a conclusion helps a great deal hence the importance of meditation. Id say that you are all ready on the right track to healing the situation as you are approaching it from a creators standpoint in not just allowing the emotions to overwhelm and take up residence within you. In the future as you become even better at handling or changing your emotional state to a vibration you want you will find tricks to aid that. But for now its good old fashion talking... Sometimes our mind is our worse enemy because it knows things others dont and it tends to pick and pull at the teeth of those "weaknesses"

To another effect it may not even be you who is the cause or source of this worrying. I have found after being able to astral project and from seeing and learning from others that there are plenty of beings who feed off the emotional energies of humans... simply because we dont have any defenses to repel them. They come and do what ever they want depending on the being and on the person who is of interest... but once you do start doing some of these defenses you will find out that your emotions and thoughts are a lot manageable... (I will say that some people have automatic defenses through expectations they have on the world or other things ...) Also sometimes when we are on this spiritual path things might creep from the out of nowhere to try to throw bananas in your way lol... so that you would slip and fall.. They know inevitably you will get up.. and continue walking but maybe if they have a lot of bananas would they be able to hinder your path for longer?! :x

Thats just the tip of the iceberg... we haven't even tried to mention all of the psychological and things put in our air, food, and water that are meant to hinder us.... #LotsToLearnJedi

but anyways lets go over some of your other statements...

"I noted that the core causal emotions were two, technically more and less due to how emotions blend but the big two specifically were: Worry and Hope.
It made me realize that anxiety for me is derived from hoping too much and worrying too much. It actually makes me ponder if these are two sides of the same coin, and if that coin is called 'Concern'."

Now you know the limitations of speech as it is hard to contemplate the exactness of an expression... as in this example 2 words became 1 word which is completely different.... As for Worry and hope id say they are one in the same... as they can stem from the same seed "idea, or thing that your originally hoping/worrying about" Id compare hope/worry to ying/yang... or love/fear as they are opposites. Depending on how your emotional energy is tied up in this matter is what would define if your actually really hoping or worrying. Id like to say that hope is something positive that implores the being(s) doing the hoping to understand that they know that they do not have control over the situation or any situation in effect "surrendering" this matter to the infinite energy or intelligent infinity to make this matter happen in the consciously desired generality or way... (I dont say that the things happen specific to what you imagined because the thing your hoping for could be changed to better accommodate your actual talents or lack of wisdom... ask me if you need a example of what this means. I think at the root of this is a very great meaning that is hard to understand in the first place becase of the nature of it. I think that when you master this you will be able to create the things you really or actually want.

When it comes to worrying you are in its effect telling the universe that you are affraid of loosing the thing your hoping for, therefore confusing the universe which may yield what you actually want or didnt want to happen. At its root worrying basically means "lack" or the opposite of abundance.

I have actually been contemplating this as I have been juggling with it for 7 or so years but I knew only a general concept of it becase of my assumed wisdom from other lives. Only now as I have progressed spiritually and have started reading the Law of One does the things I was stumbling on before start to make perfect sense.... today before I got home.... I finally realized that I now know how to create anything I want and I am anxious to get started on that path...

"If I concern myself with something, does this result in anxiety? It actually does for me anyway. An inordinate amount of anxiety.
Maybe I'm wrong and concern is just a first incorrect guess..."

Hahah... loook.... God loves you, the universe loves you, earth loves you.... now you know the secret....so never be harsh on yourself as no one else is technically... as they are all one... all you... all God.... all want to see you do great and become one again. The limited consciousness being may be totally against you but in reality their higher self is rooting for you. Shoot their higher self may even have a talk with them if they are to rough.... but also look at it like this..... each obstacle or hurdle in your way makes you stronger and wiser and actually shapes you into a greater you..... it doesn't get any simpler than that but it may take time for you to realize it...

Also... I think like this....... if your going to be hard on yourself... you might as well cheer for yourself.... one actually helps you and the other hinders you... you get to pick which mindset you want to use.

Getting back into it though... when you worrying or hoping or thinking about something you are directing energy towards that desire or hope..... after a certain period after creation going back into that original thought and altering it kinda hinders the creation from manifesting. Surrendering becomes an asset in helping to manifest or not manifest things depending on what it is... for example... your hoping for that certain thing to happen and when you surrender it you allow it to come to reality... Surrendering basically means letting go of it.... not having an emotional attachment to it... for instance I could say lady bug... and you feel nothing... but as soon as I say donal trump haha or hilary clinton... this emotional flare happens... that is what you call energy... and your goal is to have the effect of not being emotionally tied or triggered by a certain thing. The same goes for things that you dont want to happen... for instance... you are worrying about that thing... since your sending that energy to the universe.. the universe will give it to you since it is receiving that vibration from you.... sometimes people resonate with the negative vs the positive just because of the environment we come from. Try it out... how do you feel.. when you visualize a happy moment vs a moment that made you so angry, sad, or afraid?

"Ah... I don't know, I was trying to figure out the nature of the emotion Worrying, as I do so a great deal. It also lead to me realizing how Hope makes me anxious, as if to hope for something implies there's also something to worry about hence why we would hope in the first place.
Does that mean Hope and Worry are the results of Anxiety? Of Fear?"

From my experience depending on your environment and family, friends and etc the things that you grow up with and etc create these mindsets.... it is something to be "transmuted" into something beneficial.... It is a lot of work to replace the mindsets of lack of abundance in replacing it with abundance. There are a lot of self help books that go into these mindsets and how to develop a wining mindset. For example..... the clock wakes you up in the morning... its called a "alarm" clock... what do we do and how do we react when we are alarmed? I heard zig ziglar term this tool as an "opportunity" clock... totally different meaning and feeling vs the previous.... Another one.... your at a restaurant... you just finished your meal and you ask the server for your...... "bill" when you find that other people with a lessor developed or lack or physiological barrier call it a "check" How does check and bill feel to you when you get them? One more.... your in the store and you see pants or shoes or something you like a lot... and you walk up to it and you see the price tag... its "too much" and or you "cant afford it" when you say or think these things... the universe is listening and when it heres words of lack like that... the magic stops there as you have just declined the invitational to receive it....Others might say.... " How can I afford this?... Now its something your brain and your being wants to solve in order to get this thing or item or goal.... One must become worthy of something by merely believing and saying they are worthy of it.....(Check out Rich Dad Poor Dad the book)

Start to listen to your thoughts and understand the things that your are thinking/saying and change and transmute these meanings...

Words are like magical creatures when they are said and let into the world striving to live and be one with source.

"So then is fear the major catalyst to worrying? Does anxiety stack, and grow worse if not dealt with??"

If you imagine the image of a temperature gauge and how it is number 100- 0 or whatever they say lol.... imagine these numbers as vibration... imagine love at the top of that instrument and fear at the very bottom. These can be measured in our brain waves... and depending on our vibration we will resonate with one of the categories..... I think anger is in the middle of the scale as it can either encourage you to do negative things or positive things... with that energy.... I wouldn't say fear or these negative things "stack" but you could say that they "attract".... the vibrations your sending into the world through the law of free will (That you are wanting these expressions to happen because the universe is reading your polarity or vibration...) So this is another reason why when you find yourself in an unwanted vibration to be able to understand the root/cause of it and transmute it into a vibration that is your equilibrium or goal or desired frequency or vibration. Doing this will allow for you to go back to attracting the vibrations that match your vibration. (Check out the book Frequency)

The stresses of these lower vibration start to weaken your vitality... you start to age faster if unchecked... hair loss.... more frequent anxiety..... possibly gaining an addiction... then your body may start to break down.... aches and pains and other odd side affects...

Also there is an opportunity in these lower vibrations of worry, fear and etc... as it allows for you to demonstrate your understanding in real time by transmuting this vibration to a desired vibration.

Well hope this all helps... and I wish you good luck! I love you and I know that you are capable of achieving your goals! Chin up! If it starts to droop.... chin up again....

at the end of the day.... you are the one in control of your emotions and the way you think.... you decided what and how you feel... it maybe difficult at first but make it happen! you will feel it and the universe will reward you.