How's everybody doing?

[Ankh]

I'm a little bit anxious today. We are going to have a birthday party for my daughter in couple of hours or so, and everyone are going to be under the same roof, despite the differences, dislikes of each other etc. I don't know how this will end. In worst case scenario there might be a fight between people.

I've just prayed to be able to maintain focus on the Creator no matter what will happen today, that I would not be sucked into the whatever storm which might happen, and to just be able to share love for everyone anyway. But I might forget and be sucked into the confusion despite preparation anyway.

I will try to think about this quote:

"How can any thought be taken by an instrument as to the will of the Creator? We thank this group that we may speak through it, but the future is mazed. We cannot know whether our geste may, after one final working, be complete. Can the instrument, then, think for a moment that it shall cease in the service of the One Infinite Creator?"

My answer to Ra's question is: "No! Absolutely not!" Even if the group would lose contact, which they eventually did, Carla would never cease to be of service to the Infinite One with her whole heart.

Well, I'm not Carla. I can forget, but this is what I prayed for. To be of service. I can't pray for harmonious outcome because that would mean to have an attachment to the outcome, and as daddy Ra put above how would one know as to the will of the Creator? It will be as it will. If one can fly through any situation with love in its heart and dedication to the service of the Creator, no situation is frightening then and one has nothing to be nervous or anxious about. I'm not in that place yet, hence the nervousness and anxiety!