What can cause holes in auric fields, LSD, Childhood sexual assult but what else?

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What can cause holes in auric fields, LSD, Childhood sexual assult but what else?

Anything that leaves a lasting imprint, or association, in your mind that when your thoughts idly 'wander there', you dip down into 'despair' or some other negative equivalent. They are extremely common, and only rare people don't have them. Wanderers will often have deep ones, due to being powerfully targeted from a very young age by STS forces. I would be surprised if most people on this forum didn't have some story of severe abuse in their past.

That feeling of despair, or some other negative equivalent (it could be extreme anger or resentment), is the perception of the 'hole'.

It becomes a trigger, or chink, in your ability to maintain a pure vibration of love and light. It is a button that negative beings attempt to become adept at 'pushing'.

When you feel your emotions dip into these ranges, you become vulnerable. Negative emotion, itself, is the vibrational perception of losing connection to your Inner Being -- of moving out of alignment with the energy that creates worlds. On the indigo level of things, it is like shooting yourself in the foot with a gun. You are creating the opposite of 'what is wanted' (the opposite of your personally carved out frequency resonance vibration -- that is to say, whatever constitutes 'well being' for you).

While occasional despair, sadness, or anger is natural, and human, prolonged exposure is caused by these holes, or chinks, in our spiritual armor. Eventually, they will manifest as all sorts of maladies on a physical, personal, and social level. The physical equivalent is something like an infected wound, or parasite, which eventually spreads and kills the host because their immune system isn't strong enough.

Healing is about depotentiating the triggers. That is the real psychological work, and probably the hardest, because it requires you to go to the source of the place you dread most and then 'moving' the vibrational set point to a more positive place. Most people learn to just avoid the holes, but this is just kicking the can down the road, karmically speaking. The reason cognitive behavioral therapy is so successful in psychology is because it actually does the spiritual work of going to the source of the problem.

But many people are walking around with what we might call 'spiritual gunshot wounds', and are experiencing possession, schizophrenia, and all sorts of mental problems that will prevent them from healing because they've grown so paranoid that can't even hear the answers anymore. People like this often need medication, but will refuse such because they are so dead set they are spiritual problems. And they are, as all things are, ultimately, but the physical and spiritual work in tandem. People are perfectly happy to accept that chemicals can inadvertently open unwanted spiritual doors, but they become absolutely offended when you suggest that chemicals can actually help close down those same doorways (and give them a chance to get their bearings and heal).  

This all makes tons of sense. Thanks for that. It also explains why the process of recapitulation has been so helpful in my progress. Obviously still more to do but i was like a walking pincushion of triggers so even being partially done has been an immense help.