Anal Kundalini Sex Magic and lucid Dreaming

[APeacefulWarrior]

Hmm... I'm not sure how helpful this will be, but I might as well toss in since I also have a strong link between sexual energies and my own mind expansion. In my case, while it wasn't my first brush with kundalini, the first time I pierced the veil and made contact with the other side was actually during a sexual situation - basically, masturbating while keeping my mind in a meditative place, building energy but keeping my head as clear\empty as possible. I wasn't even looking to directly contact Intelligent Infinity and\or those guiding me (who I believe to be of Ra), it just sort of happened. I randomly\accidentally opened a door, received contact, and was able to both maintain the energy of the connection while also keeping in the right mental space to have a conversation with the other side.

At the time, I presumed it to be God. It was only later I discovered Ra and Seth and got a better idea of what I'd stumbled into. But the details of the conversation are another (lengthy) topic.

From a sexual-energy standpoint, it was definitely an awakening. Overnight, I gained the ability to consciously and deliberately channel higher energies during sexual activity. I'm not even sure it's possible for me to NOT have green-ray activated during sex at this point, and I can't imagine why I'd ever want to. Along with, I gained the ability to have what I can only term energetic orgasms which seem to be occurring solely on higher planes, and might or might not correspond with either ejaculation or internal orgasm. In fact, ejaculation has become somewhat optional for me. I can have internal and energetic orgasms and be quite sated for awhile.

At the same time, I've discovered it's possible to be energetically bisexual. Which is to say, I can make contact with the other side during sexual activity (usually masturbation) and share energies with my guides in either a "masculine" or "feminine" manner. It basically just boils down to expending energy vs receiving it. When I'm in the feminine role, I'll even receive intense feelings of being penetrated in a vagina I don't have, or find myself compelled to move into very feminine\receptive positions while doing so. I get the impression that my previously-incarnated female guides are, so to speak, remembering sex via me and sharing those memories as we collectively share sexual energy.

At times, it almost feels as though I am simultaneously pitcher and catcher, so to speak, experiencing both sides at once. (But, there's also a mood aspect to all this. Sometimes I simply feel like being one or the other and, apparently, that's fine too.)

So, the point to all this being: if you are uncomfortable or unwilling to explore the receptive side of sex on a physical level, you might see if you can find a way to focus on the energetic levels instead. I suspect that, from a kundalini standpoint, it makes very little difference what's happening in the physical realm if you can tune your mind to the energetics of it all. That's where the really interesting stuff and 'sex magic' is happening.