The Dream Thread

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I've been having the most bizarre dreams ever lately. Last night I got stuck in a ditch and Merlin the wizard came and gave me a hand up so I got out of the ditch. But he was angry and said "you shouldn't look at what which shouldn't be looked upon" and I felt he was leading me to some place of banishment or punishment so I decided to bale out of there, when I need to escape in dreams I always remember I can fly, so I flew away, I flew over this field and made it to a city, I was so determined on escaping, I was swirving in and out of alley ways, swimming rooftops and my flying abilities weren't so great, I was just barely making it over rooftops until I flew into a fence and couldn't fly over it, so I climbed it. I was moving from backyard to backyard, climbing fences and made it to safety. Then had a really intense series of dreams where I found God, he was hanging from a tree which was at the highest location, the top of a hill that I had made it to. He said "you're back again" and I remembered I had been there many times before, he said "you're still looking for something, you're always looking for something". I had been there many times but forgot every time, and was once again back there looking for something. He got down off the tree and we locked eye contact. He was a black man that looked like this:
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I knew him, I've always known him. I said "you're God!" and his face morphed into a Vietnamese monk I know, and I said "everyone is God". And he said "that means you're God". At first I saw the happiness in his face, then the pain, so much pain. Then I remembered the story, we were good friends (we were both black men, from that point on in the dreams I was a black man), and I killed him accidentally and I brought his body to that location and buried him there. I saw his grave there. There were sad and loving moments throughout this series of dreams. There were many lucid moments but my lucid dreams for the past months have been dull and non vivid and always only partially lucid.

Thanks that helped me