11-13-2017, 09:51 AM
(11-13-2017, 07:00 AM)Cainite Wrote: A clown like you can't offend anyone. you just annoy them. others give you hugs but I slap you to wake you up. as I would do to my little brother.
http://www.thesaurus.com/browse/offend
In an incredible twist worthy of a whole franchise of M Night Shyamalan movies, "annoy" and "offend" are actually synonyms. You just invalidate my viewpoint because the etheric structures they built and shoved into my aura programmed you to belittle me. Even people who otherwise wouldn't get biased by them. Annoying as f***, but also gets people to underestimate me severely a lot of the time, and that would be useful if I weren't so prone to believing those structures myself. People like you who can't see through them are nothing to worry about.
On the contrary, I tend to annoy/offend the piss out of people every time I turn around whether I intend to or not, and I really need to stop treating that like a disability and start treating that as the superpower it is.
At any rate, we do have one thing in common, and that's the deep inspiration we draw from our role model Abu Bakr al-Baghdadi... Think about it. He was held in an American prison camp for a year. al-Qaeda's leadership didn't like him, thought he was too crazy and aggressive. Even Obama himself dismissed him as a "junior varsity" terrorist who would never measure up. But al-Baghdadi didn't give up on his dream, didn't listen to the naysayers or the moralfags, and just look what he accomplished.
By the time he was finished, al-Qaeda - the most feared terrorist organization in the world responsible for the deadliest terrorist attack in history - were getting called "a bunch of has-beens" by the media. I'm sure you're far more familiar with his life and beliefs than I am, but we can both agree, for our own reasons, that he's a deeply inspiring figure that we should strive to emulate in our own lives.
I need to work harder, sure, and I will. It doesn't matter to me whether or not certain people want me around; again, if I've attracted a lot of attention to myself, it means having a lot of influence over other peoples' minds, and someone will recognize the potential in that. And even if not, I do, and I'll start my own s*** with blackjack and hookers. I'll also retaliate against people who did certain things, even if I have to go through Hell Doom-style and kill every single one of the fuckers with a shotgun and a chainsaw, because I'm pissed and that's how we do things when I'm pissed.
Call it arrogance or hubris or whatever else. Even the gods can bleed. If I choose to devote myself to it, I can, eventually, pay everyone back who wronged me. I've thought it over a lot, and if they wanna hit me that hard, it's only natural I should respond. And I think that's why they're so big on trying to get me to forgive them - there's always a way to get to them, but most people they f*** over will have forgotten about it an incarnation or two later, or just drop it because they're afraid for themselves, or get mislead into attacking the wrong people, but for somebody who feels no pain and has no desire other than revenge... well, that's dangerous. Even if they kill me, they won't have seen the last of me.
But maybe I'll just go for mahapralaya, if that's a thing. That's what I want.
Most of this was to organize thoughts in my own head, for the record.