11-19-2017, 10:05 AM
(11-19-2017, 12:14 AM)Sprout Wrote: How do you tell when/if you're being attacked?
And what do they feed off, is it fear or love, or light?
It comes across in several ways. One of which is a strong desire to elevate the self above others with the excuse for self protection, this is the manipulation of the fear of being hurt. Another is a desire to emotionally attack those too close to the heart. And yet another are voices in the head that come from outside the self, much of which are insults to myself and whispers trying to incite my fears. This can be fear of being hurt, fear of love itself, fear of unworthiness, self hatred and so on and this is an attempt for them to control my mind and behaviors. The STS advise in absolutions, such as you are this and that, or you should do this and that to the point of sending commands. And when they send these commands I am forced to confront them and expel them from my personal system usually with anger. The STS oftentimes lie, saying anything to get their desired effect maximized and recognizing these lies can tell one who you're dealing with. The STO of course suggest and let the questioner discover their own understanding, like a guiding hand.
They feed off of fear and all of its offshoots, so this includes greed and lusts as well and this behavior is encouraged not just for them to feed off from, but to also let it stifle and suffocate what light and love I have within. Simultaneously they hope I turn to STS as a result. Above all else they don't want me to retain an active connection of love with the Creator. They'd rather have me follow the dictates of the powerless fear rather than consciously connect with the One.
What I do miss is being consciously loving without having to worry about satanics attacking me and manipulating my mind and fears. However, with such a connection it turns into a rather black and white world, where at home one feels at peace with the One sending love to each other, and yet at work it is the opposite, people feeding each other's fears. It only seems black and white due to the extremities felt. I work in a job where I'm sure thousands are trying to get into with the fears of scarcity and poverty due to the economy, while simultaneously the STS who build such facilities do so to exploit its very workers energy for their own gain. It is the light in the middle of a vacuum of fear. Eventually either this fear will devour itself or the structure that set up this vacuum will fall apart as anything of negative orientation begins to fall apart upon first construction. Without the creative force of love it is bound to fall apart.