What would you do as a Logos?

[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

If I were a logos, I'd step down and tell the logoi above me that they're being too detached and too dark for me to work with

Do you want to make them feel how you find them dark or do you want to convince them that they are?

Then I'd go enjoy myself because boredom and evolutionary acceleration is no excuse to be so dark towards my many selves.

Like, I'm eternal, what is the point to existence if its turned into a place where we make dark things to more quickly get through that such we desired?  Is this just an endless game of accruing acceleration towards that which spawned us all?

Basically is it that the whole creation is just a game?

Nothing seems to add up here and the sun doesn't shine all day.  I'm nauseated to think life and more, creation, and more, existence is just a game to get through obstacles, infinitely.

If I were a logos, I'd have to be a much higher tier one, as I'd go in a wildly different direction if possible than this place has.  Free Will is one thing, but unguided Free Will has shown to be more destructive than productive.

If it takes destruction to accelerate through, I'm basically a vampire sucking a body dry and dessicating it in order to be a better vampire, a blood trail behind me.

It's scary when you begin to realize that Love isn't all stars and sunshine, and that logoi are not just stars, but the weavers of designs that make us into shadows.

The nature of infinity is that light is dark, all is one.

Eventually we'll all have to come to terms with the reality that STO or STS are just constructs.  The actual nature being that both exist. No veil is needed for some souls to just turn out desiring to be selfish.

Our highest self isn't just love, its infinity, and it's all things, this demands some thought.

I find amusing how you seem to have all the keys to feel unity yet are stuck linking them together. You're near it tired philosopher.

I just wish it to be known that some would view these things with very different reactions.

I'm so close, yet so far away.

If it's the journey that matters, but the destination is infinitely away, but right here now, but the journey is infinitely going, then I'm left baffled as to the point of it all.

Maybe I just lack imagination.

But I really want to just make a place where the creator can explore itself in new ways that can't become boring, or hurt even shadows of itself.

I'm too idealistic, I want an almost hopeless romantic kind of paradise.  Where the creator can find ever new ways to fall in love.
With a more powerful focus on gentle disharmony rather than powerful disharmony.
With the proper obstacle types and ways, I am somewhat confident that lessons of a sufficiently or up to a sufficiently advanced nature can be produced.

Just dang y'all, what's with all this hurt? I want to explore love, not suffer for it.