(01-12-2018, 11:07 AM)Coordinate_Apotheosis Wrote: I often use my nonfilter on here to make up for my lack of mirrors in real life, I'm just a lonely jerk who lashes out.
And I don't really know what to do about it anymore having seen how bad I've become. . How easily I take offense, and how stupid I am and can be. I cry about it a lot.
I hate it, how I get sucked so easily into the emotions of anger and lose myself to them.
CA: I never suspected that you were or are infallible. I believe that you and I share much of the same types of personality traits and commit many of the same foibles. I'm learning better control of myself and I have faith that you will also.
I appreciate your honesty, although brusk, to be very valuable. And, this type of venue, printed or typed, makes things more clear rather than less, in my opinion. The fact that I have corrected this post no less than four times before completing it verifies my belief. Some people will be offended no matter what you say if you don't parrot their opinion. I've learned to overlook those disparities.
However, my point to all this is that you make me stop and think. Your different perspective gives me reason to double check myself. THAT is invaluable because of the thought provoking way you present your often opposing opinion, courteously even when sharp or barbed.
I am sorry that you are so tortured by your nature. But, have faith and keep working on it. You can change and will when you find your balance. Until then, I call you friend.
Be well and be blessed. I greet you in love and light of the one infinite Creator!