I think I just made my first contact with my guides? Or maybe I'm crazy...

[Ra1111]

I had just finished meditating for 30 minutes in my room with the lights off and a candle lit. Towards the end with my eyes closed I could kind of see the candle light start to flicker like crazy and I instantly had a feeling that something was trying to get my attention. *Keep in mind the candle light had been still during the entire meditation.

So out of nowhere once the flickering stopped I just asked "guides, if you're here, make the candle light flicker again." Sure enough a few seconds later the flame starts to make sporadic movements almost to the point of the candle blowing itself out..at this point I'm freaking out. Is this weird or what?

I continued to ask questions like if they will be with me when I go to work tonight and when I go back to school in two days... kept getting those flashy flickers seconds after asking the questions. Made me smile a little bit lol.

I have this bad problem of being unknown to my feelings and doubts about myself and everything around me...so I kept thinking what if this isn't real? I have a feeling it was, but it just seems like an odd time to try and contact me, interrupting me during a meditation? And this hadn't happened before like last time I meditated with the same candle...

Hi blackwanderer, here are my thoughts on your contacts with guides

“I instantly had a feeling that something was trying to get my attention”

and

“so I kept thinking what if this isn’t real?”

Right there are the two poles of thought, you would do well to “balance” them in your being in ways that Ra suggest balancing.

What you may find is that there is no possible way to know for certain - higher density beings are invisible with no means of proof via instrumentation - other than your feelings.

Because your “feeling” that this is genuine contact is so strong, it is easy to sway heavily towards the possibility that this is guide contact ... but be cautious ! Your immediate desire to test the waters, asking questions, getting answers will no doubt put your quick trust into this entity. And remember where we started. There is no way for certain to know whether this is in fact your guides other than your feeling about it. I would concentrate on toning that feeling back towards balance just a bit before trying again!

Good luck. Awakenings are so exciting, I am rooting for your success.
Michael

Passers by? Like who (or what)?

Edit : I do not know for certain what peregrine meant, but consider this:

Ra: I am Ra. Imagine, if you will, the sands of your shores. As countless as the grains of sand are the sources of intelligent infinity