Infinity, Infinite Creator - What are these terms?

[Louisabell]

Bragging rights? Personal fulfillment?  Knowledge?  Something to talk about?

I've never touched intelligent infinity or any of that, and personally believe most who say they have, haven't.  Mostly because it is my experience that things like enlightenment are humbling and deeply profound, one whom knows such doesn't jump up and say they've found enlightenment, one would probably not even feel a need to speak to others of the experience at all because the most it'd do is baffle others, make others jealous, and maybe, maaaybe, help another understand things a little, very little bit better.

At least in my experience with the few bits of enlightenment I've had.  It's said Buddha jumped up proclaiming all is one.  That Jesus spoke deeply of the truths of God.  But each clearly didn't just vanish or become godly-like or really anything more than further Human experiences imbued with spirituality.

When people speak of meeting the big ones like Intelligent Infinity, all I think is why are you sharing it?  That experience was only for you, everyone else will only understand it so much, but you have made a connection that transcends understanding and knowing.

How could one with such a connection ever possibly hope to share even a glimmer of a glimpse of the profundity involved in that experience?

It just seems futile to me.  I feel like it'd be a better time spent making sense of the depth of that experience than sharing it and discussing it with others.  That discussion should come after much contemplation and deliberation.

But hey I'm not complaining, just cynical and jealous.  I wish I could know such glory.  But all I've got is a moment of feeling the presence of a higher self or something like that in a meditation.

LOL, your posts are hilarious. I think you clearly have mastered the art of humility, something I still am working towards. Maybe you know more than you let on! But that's just a speculation on my part.  

Sadly I 'knew' a lot more in 2014...  Like a fading memory, the father away from then I get, the harder I try to hold on to everything I was back then.

Humble was the one thing everyone did notice about me back then, and how I was always smiling, talking softly, and being helpful.

It's a real shame I looked into darkness while so bright.  It's true what some say, or my favorite iteration comes from the manga Berserk, whee a little witch is taught by her mentor that when dealing with elementals of darkness, that she shouldn't be afraid of them but also that she should be Extremely cautious when handling them, because 'When you look at darkness, it looks back.'

If you ever know all the niceness of the inner sanctum, relax on exploring the outer courtyard of the heart, you eventually move beyond your darkness to the human collective, and unless you're some exquisite master of consciousness, looking into that darkness can change you.  Make you bitter and cynical and paranoid.

All I know is to look no further.  My outer courtyard had some funky horror, the worst I can ever expect to become is either a serial killer, or something worse I don't feel comfortable sharing, but suffice it to say, that's the extent of my dark self, when I saw what everyone else's potentially could be.

It messed me up lol...

I can only imagine from that extreme the opposite extreme of touching the fabric of creation itself, the light brighter than white just like I saw a dark darker than black.

If one were to touch that, or even playfully poke it, I feel that they'd be...  Different afterwards, almost just like Infinite Unity said.

But, like I said, bitter, cynical, paranoid.  If only the enlightened could easily help others to become enlightened..  The path is so personal though...  You'd practically need to be the other person to help them.

...oh, wait

(Guess that's what the Law of One is all about~)

I hear you, I have PTSD from some of the things that went down, if you know what I mean. But I am ALIVE dammit and I love you all so much - that's the only thing that matters to me now.