The Sephirot of the Kabbalah

[anagogy]

I've been pondering on Gevurah, Hesed and Tiferet. It's hard to fulfill this balance in my life. I'm surprised that Hesed is reffered as a male and Gevurah a female attribute. I thought it was the opposite.

In my opinion, gevurah is male, and chesed (or whichever spelling you prefer) is female, so you are right to question that. Some of the more subtle characteristics become revealed when you spend hours a day meditating on it (as I have for months on end). Enough pure (meaning sincere) loving attention to understand anything will eventually merge you with the underlying structure. The creator is with those sincerely seeking truth. After enough attention a sort of thought combustion occurs, and a another thought of similar vibrational relevance and amplitude will join it, giving you another clue.

There are many distortions, but sincere attention (repeatedly returning to the curiosity of the sincere questions) will begin to slowly cast a more intense moonlight on the hidden aspects cloaked in darkness.  

Edit: by the way, most of the early conceptions that I offered in this thread are just plain wrong, which were revealed in the course of sincere meditation. I was just looking into the tree of life then, and had little to go on. I now have a much more firm grasp on its true characteristics. So please disregard any of my posts in this thread besides this one.