I'm choosing the negative path.

[Mahakali]

something moderately useful

I dunno.

I'm f***** up now and will probably have more to say, but I don't care about being a "useful initiate". I care about doing me, and I care about revenge. Mostly about revenge.

I want my enemies tortured to death. I want them to scream in agony and die a slow, painful death.

And I will follow through.

As far as the Tempel ov Blood goes, if that's who you're taking about, wonderful people. Love their vibes. Have beef with some of them, they can be a lil' aggressive, to say the least.

Thing is, I need my soul and my mind. These things are non-negotiable. I need to survive and transcend and evolve. I'm not just a degenerate, I want to move forward with myself first, maybe others layer.

Gotta go. Be on later.