03-11-2018, 12:55 AM
I went lucid again last night. I was in a small series of rooms, white walls, wooden floors. My body felt heavy though and my vision was blurred, I had to wonder whether I had gone to bed drunk or something, and as I stumbled around in this small abode I was paranoid that my physical body was also stumbling around smashing into walls and things because the sensations were so vivid. Unsure if I was dreaming or not, I walked into a room with a mirror and saw that the reflection was impossible. Still, I thought, maybe it's just one of those funky distortion mirrors? Anyway, I decide that even if I'm in such a clumsy confused state of lucidity, I may as well have some fun. So I think to myself, I would like to appear one fine young woman with blonde hair and blue eyes, naked. What I get though, is literally a scrap of paper held up in front of my face with a crude crayon drawing of a naked blonde woman. Disappointing! I figure that I'm just not in the zone tonight, and stand still and close my eyes, half expecting to wake up with my head through a window. Turns out my body has been lying still after all.
I don't know why this lucid dream was so sloppy. Usually they're much more exciting and I have much more control over the events. Never experienced this weird heaviness of the astral body either, usually I feel light as a feather, casually hopping over buildings if not just straight up floating.
I don't know why this lucid dream was so sloppy. Usually they're much more exciting and I have much more control over the events. Never experienced this weird heaviness of the astral body either, usually I feel light as a feather, casually hopping over buildings if not just straight up floating.