Quote:"Ra doesn't directly break the law of freewill so he doesnt break the law of confusion, but he says that our path is determined by 6th density."
I never got the idea of our path being determined by anyone but ourselves, from reading the Ra Material. According to my understanding, our higher self will dictate lessons that are needed to be learned for our spiritual development, but it is up to us to learn them, or to refuse and therefore stagnate spiritually. We're also given the choice of negative polarity, which cuts us off from the higher self entirely (sixth density) and involves us learning all of our lessons 'on our own' (if such a concept is anything but an illusion concerning the Law of One.) I also remember reading that a third density soul is given the freedom to choose whatever sort of incarnation they wish, of any ease or difficulty, the only barrier being to that freedom being that they must have an awareness high enough to consciously understand the decision. This can lead to them making obviously unwise decisions that are nevertheless respected by those who would suggest to the entity to choose differently. I don't believe the Ra Material endorses free will being an illusion in the slightest. Not only does it say it exists, and that it exists everywhere, it holds it up to be one of the most fundamental and important aspects of reality itself bar none. The "Primary Distortion."
However, whatever the truth truly is concerning Free Will, your feelings of hopelessness resonate with me deeply. I wish I could provide some meaningful service.