Kia ora

[Kaaron]

I have not yet read this whole thing, just your opening post , but it resonates strongly with me ... I had an experience nearly identical to what you describe ... not the physical trigger , although I do stare into the sun, the rays (aten) follow me and part the clouds when I ask still, even though it has been years now since those brief months of blissful love and understanding blew by me as my most treasured memory..

I felt a connection with what I was calling at the time the Holy Spirit , but then it began to communicate in ways I could not handle. The fear confused me deeply for a long time

I dont Know if it was Ra, but def someone was with me at that time.

Shortly after is when I discovered the Law of One material, so of course I have pondered if that was “Ra” in my life during that time that I can no longer explain ...

I've come to the realization that we have been in direct contact with our higher selves without the veil, which is why time stopped and in that moment all possible paths of the now are made available. Everyone is capable of it...not everyone can handle looking at every perceived imperfection and forgive it as it's painful n feels like you're going to die...well it felt like that to me until I reached a kind of plateau