The Dream Thread

[OpalE]

I went lucid again last night. I was in a small series of rooms, white walls, wooden floors. My body felt heavy though and my vision was blurred, I had to wonder whether I had gone to bed drunk or something, and as I stumbled around in this small abode I was paranoid that my physical body was also stumbling around smashing into walls and things because the sensations were so vivid. Unsure if I was dreaming or not, I walked into a room with a mirror and saw that the reflection was impossible. Still, I thought, maybe it's just one of those funky distortion mirrors? Anyway, I decide that even if I'm in such a clumsy confused state of lucidity, I may as well have some fun. So I think to myself, I would like to appear one fine young woman with blonde hair and blue eyes, naked. What I get though, is literally a scrap of paper held up in front of my face with a crude crayon drawing of a naked blonde woman. Disappointing! I figure that I'm just not in the zone tonight, and stand still and close my eyes, half expecting to wake up with my head through a window. Turns out my body has been lying still after all.

I don't know why this lucid dream was so sloppy. Usually they're much more exciting and I have much more control over the events. Never experienced this weird heaviness of the astral body either, usually I feel light as a feather, casually hopping over buildings if not just straight up floating.

the energy was low.

much of what that means and how to fix it depends on how you conceptually arrived at lucidity, but my best guesses:

if you know how to generate it yourself, watch out for strong personalities in your waking life compulsively attempting to limit you to their worldview and distract you from your own.

if you're normally tapped into energies outside yourself, something is interfering with that connection ... make sure you're not acting against your own alignments / alliances.