Meeting yourself in this life

[buket]

It had no identity but the sense of I is stronger infinite times. I couldn't ynderstand it. Isn't there a contradiction here?

I cannot say, what that was that you experienced, maybe with more details, I dont know.
If it was your true self, you would have experienced an enormous expansion of consciousness and the dissolving of the material illusion.
But then you probably wouldnt have posted a thread like this in the first place...

There is no contradiction in having no identity and having a sense of "I".
Identity is a concept, "I" is the real thing.
Sticking to a concept is what prevents the experience of the real thing.

In other words, as long as you cling to your identity, this is what makes experiencing of your true self impossible.

I don't think love has a sense of I. Sense of I is a human sense. Are these your own thoghts or did you experience it?