I am not that scary!

[AnthroHeart]

Dear IndigoGeminiWolf,

It's my pleasure and delight to be of service to others.

As to you being able to smell the flower, that's excellent news.

From my own experience, I know that trying too hard impedes our ability to achieve what we desire.
The longer I am involved with energy work the clearer it is to me that there is no effort involved in any of it. If you feel that you are working hard, then you are right... you are working hard but you are not really doing any energy work at the same time. So, just enjoy it... have fun.

As to you not noticing external/spatial energies. Most clairsentient people can't do that as well. So, just be easy on yourself. Like with smell and taste, this can be developed over time.

Can you see energies around you (with your eyes open)? Usually, people who can do that also feel the energy going through them and can sense them from afar.

With love and light,
Joyful Soul

I don't see energies. But I do see reality shift and move out of the corner of my eye at times. Like the curtains will sometimes appear to move though there's no draft, out of the corner of my eye.
I'm going to see about joining a psychic development group that is local to here.