A strange experience

[Infinite Unity]

Not long ago, a strange experience happened to me. I was wondering if anyone could help me understand, or explain to me the purpose of this experience or catalyst.

I was in the kitchen at midnight cooking some food. I took a really deep breath and hold my lungs full of air for 3-4 seconds. Before I could release the air I started to sense a high vibration frequency. I had a hard time feeling if it came from my lungs, or my lower body but it was getting higher and higher. At first I thought it was only a sound coming from outside of my home. But as I focused on it I realized it was around or within me but it was interacting with me and it was not just a sound but I was hearing the sound result of a high vibration frequency. The more I focused the more that vibration took place to a point where I couldn't hear anything else. If someone would have come to talk to me I wouldn't have been able to hear them or interact with them. I thought this might be an entity creating some kind of contact so I decided to have faith and follow that vibration wherever it would lead me. When my focus went on faith that vibration got me out of here. I was litterally vibrating myself with it, but it was taking me away. The vibration was so loud, so high, so powerful it was as pleasant as unpleasant. I felt like it was some kind of test or a trial. But that's just my intuition, it can fail me.


I felt the process was going faster and faster and suddenly a doubt appeared in my mind. A fear that if I would follow it, there may not be a possibility of me coming back. When that doubt appeared, it took all the place and suddenly the vibration stopped and I came back to my senses. I tried to hold on to the frequency but no use. It got away. I felt a bit disappointed. Did I fail or did I succeed? What happened exactly? If it was a test of faith I feel I may have succeeded as the purpose could have been simply to create a connection. If it was a test of fear maybe I failed since I let it close the connection. I cannot really say if I felt different or changed after that. Maybe a little, but I don't know how. If it is not a test then what is it? If it was an entity what was it trying to show me? This experience felt so real, so powerful, like if I was in a deep trance of meditation but I was not. All I know is that it got started by a deep breath and it blew me away. I don't have any mental illness and I don't take any medication. This has nothing to do with the food either, I didn't had time to eat it so it is not the result of any substance. Since it was at night, everything was really silent so I could really focus on the experience this is why I really tried to focus and took the time to process the experience.  

I had many deep experiences with meditation and psychedelics where I felt like I left my body but it was nothing like any previous experiences I had. I had full control over my judgment. I had full control of my freewill.

Any help understanding this experience would be much appreciated.

Direct contact from higher self, in my opinion.