expanded out of body(split awareness) and soul spoke to someone through me

[yossarian]

I wasn’t warning myself that I might lose a friend. Rather it was a prayer of complete trust and submission to the larger will and letting what ever the highest purpose was to come to fruition aka even if that meant my ego would suffer a loss I trust, and was handing over control.

That is pretty much what I had in mind actually, but you are already directly conscious of the deeper sense of it. Very cool.

I’m in different lessons than many so my slant/perspective is a bit different. I don’t have 1 ego here attached to my higherself but 3 so I am not being taught to  think of it as “my” subconscious because my subconscious isn’t what I’m letting in but a light that is many, maybe we are already at the all, my ego does block that still. My mind isn’t ready to release that or maybe it doesn’t matter.

There is a separation between the subconscious of the ego and a shared higherself. In most the higherself and subconscious might be seemless I don’t know but in these bodies there is subconscious attached to each ego and then something beyond that enters as it is able. I take no credit for anything I’m just greatful for the experience and glad to have been of service.

Oh that's interesting. How do you know it wasn't one of the other egos doing the job? Are you identified with all 3 egos at the same time or do you switch between them like DID?

Do you consider yourself to have dissociative identities (DID) and/or multiple personalities?