07-15-2018, 04:52 AM
This is such a great session, thank you Jeremy. In my hirties I started to have much less patience and had to work hard on that. But I slowly found out that the frustration I thought I had towards any other person was in the end always towards myself.
It was so interesting that when I was really looking at that frustration, you know like when you tend to take a nimber like 473 and you decide to reduce it like 4+7+3, and I would slowly find that reducing reducing reducing my frustration was always ending by having it at myself and not at the poor human being I thought I was angry at,
Today I feel all anger is really turned always at myself, not at anyone else, but I have less and less because I am more and more blond and vapid.
Seriously Jeremy I think yes, spiritual progress is a matter of raw unmediated exoerience. I feel this is so, too.
It was so interesting that when I was really looking at that frustration, you know like when you tend to take a nimber like 473 and you decide to reduce it like 4+7+3, and I would slowly find that reducing reducing reducing my frustration was always ending by having it at myself and not at the poor human being I thought I was angry at,
Today I feel all anger is really turned always at myself, not at anyone else, but I have less and less because I am more and more blond and vapid.
Seriously Jeremy I think yes, spiritual progress is a matter of raw unmediated exoerience. I feel this is so, too.
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