So it seems all 3 of my lower chakras are blocked...

[ada]

You need purpose, beyond 3rd density distortions.

If you had money, many friends, a relationship, loving parents, lived on your own, had all those things you say you lack. Would that really be what you came here for? Did you really abandon your infinite self just to live a good life? Ask yourself.

I'm not saying you can't live a good life, but it is what it is. You can love what little that you have, because just existing, just being conscious and breahting is the most exciting thing we have. And we tend to forget that, because of social norms. Comparing one with another.

Have you resumed learning The Law of One?

You have been given the tools and instruments to do great work for the planet and the creator. Are you putting that into use?

You've catalyst that can help you grow, you can use that catalyst to do work. There's not much I can say unless you take your learn/teaching seriously once more.

Forgive me for being bold, I feel like you need a rough push to start learning again. As Ra said, it's the only activity worth doing. To learn and teach.