I've got a problem

[AnthroHeart]

My higher self in a channeling I did said to let anthros go. That I was an anthro in several past lives, and that this life is much easier.
Though maybe it is less fulfilling than those were.
I had wanted before to turn into an anthro, but my higher self reminds me that would frighten me.
I am skittish life a wolf in real life. Little sounds at night or shadows moving can scare me.

Maybe it is my inner child. I shouldn't be so afraid. In a way, I envy the one Creator because he/she/it is so brave.

Hey, Indy!
I am not sure, if you really got me right. I am also very unsure if I should clarify on what I meant.
I have some advice, but i doubt you will like it :/
I really care for you, my virtual friend

Thank you.
I'm trying, but also trying not to try so hard.
I am confused in life and with life.
If you feel you need to clarify, then for sure don't hold back.
I'm really trying. I can spend more time with more people.
And get off the computer if I need to.
I don't want to make excuses.

I thought you were talking about healing my inner child. But maybe I was wrong?